I always remember going over to "Nana and Papa's" house with my sister when I was young. We would always adore their movie cabinet, I would play with their toy cars, and we would both take turns on their exercise bike and pedal as fast as we could. Despite these being my only memories of her with a memory, I enjoyed them and I still remember them to this day. In conclusion, my advice to you is enjoy what you had rather than mourning what you lacked. Caleb